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Ecce Homo

by Steven Padilla Trio

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1.
Mea Culpa Mea Culpa Mea maxima Culpa Oh God Be merciful on me a sinner Oh God Cleanse me of my sins and have mercy on me Oh God forgive me for I have sinned without number
2.
Celestine V 01:50
Wher’ed you go Because you were here And now I don’t know Tell me tell me where to go Who to see and what to know Tell me if there really is a plan And what it takes to be a man I don’t see anything And I don’t know anything And I don’t know you Tell me tell me what to be Tell me Please
3.
I have a memory Of being a kid I would sit in the sand And watch the birds on the line And it was all fine I didn’t need To be anything To be happy I have some dogs back home Two in fact And when one gets out The other will howl Until she comes back home But dogs don’t always come home
4.
I don’t know how to do this I don’t want to figure it out I’m scared and just want to go to sleep Maybe it’ll be gone in the morning And I won’t have to think I don’t do anything Just eat and eat And sink and sink I’m so scared to work hard And I don’t know why I just sleep and hope that Our childhood promises weren’t lies That someone will come get me And tell me I’m special That I was made for so much more than this I thought there would be more than this But the dragons are dead Our friends can’t save us now No one will come around I don’t know if I really believe And I want to too Maybe we don't want to be loved, As much as understood
5.
Of all the things I could ever say I don’t think I could Let you know How it feels to feel this way I’m not that big I'm not that small A little scared But that’s it That’s all We’re people, meat and bone With blood and skin and homes No matter where we've been No matter where we go
6.
It’s time to move on Time to get going But it looks like our problems Are here to stay Don’t worry though When we fall in love they’ll go away When we write our song When we finish school Then we’ll be happy Then we won't have to play the fool We're all pushing our own rocks Up our little hills Pushing day in and day out But I don’t want to wait I wanna be happy now, without anything Even with all the dragons dead With no one coming to find us Our problems are here to stay With eyes that fail And hair that greys We’re gonna go on living either way
7.
Celestine VI 01:54
Hey don’t you know, that someday we will all be white as snow Hey don’t you know that someday we’ll all have to go But not now Not today I don’t want to die so I’ll say I’m alive I’m alive and I’ll shout it until it I’m not a coward Hey I don’t know if I’ll ever be white as snow And God knows I’m not ready to go But I’m gonna die today or another And I’m not gonna be a loser forever I’m alive I’m alive and I’m gonna live until I die When it’s time let’s be smiling
8.
It’s Christmas eve again, And my dad’s in the hospital And I’m failing everything I’m lying in the street It’s time to be a man But I’m so scared I’m no one on my own I’m on the rope swing Back at Pius With my friends I fall in love with someone I shouldn’t It doesn’t mean anything I’m showing you my favorite thing You’re my favorite thing now But you go away Everyone goes away But now I don’t have a favorite thing Everything is a shadow Of what it used to be I’m a shadow of who I want to be I don’t think I’m going to fall in love anymore I don’t think I’ll be surprised again I don’t think it’s going to snow anymore I don’t know a thing I say a lot I try a lot I give half an effort a lot But I’m asking Please Don’t go I know I know something I’m smart I know it I know that something means something I want to be a man I promise
9.
Dormition 04:19
God knows we weren't made for much Just a pile of dust Just a piece of clay And your dogs aren't coming home The dragons have all gone away Your friends won't call and your love will fall And love won't stay And it won't snow Oh, it won't snow If you don't go to where it snows, then it won't snow And I know why you've been failing, It's because you're afraid to suffer. And you can't love without being a lover; You're nothing to nobody yet, so let's live. Let's go run, let's leave at first light. Let's go and love, let's take flight And who cares? Let's get in a fight. Let's get out of this martyring machine. Let's all go find our dreams. I don't know what I'm supposed to be, but I know its out there. There's got to be love, there must be.
10.
Salve, Regina, Mater misericordiæ, vita, dulcedo, et spes nostra, salve. Ad te clamamus exsules filii Hevæ, Ad te suspiramus, gementes et flentes in hac lacrimarum valle. Eia, ergo, advocata nostra, illos tuos misericordes oculos ad nos converte; Et Jesum, benedictum fructum ventris tui, nobis post hoc exsilium ostende. O clemens, O pia, O dulcis Virgo Maria.

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Recorded by David McRae at Third Eye Studios, Tijeras New Mexico

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released November 15, 2014

Chase E Stewart- Drums, Artwork
Celestine VI- Guitar, Vocals, Lyrics
Elijah Candelario- Bass
Maggie Mulkern- Violin
Totus Tuum Cantorum Men's Schola - Chant on [10]

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